At first sight her smiling luscious lusture
lured into the lurid zone of love.
I couldn’t hug her again in my dazzling dreams ,
when I realised I won’t be hers ,
I won’t ever hug her again.
Sat on the terrace lonely and blue
Below the silvery moon teasing at me ,
Searching for my fate in the whims of stars ,
Stars blinked at me on their fairy path.
I shivered , closed my eyes ,
fought with my tears to console myself.
But she brought a painful flush to my heart,
I ,along the dream road ,let the tears flow…
I offered her two options :
“love me for sake of love,
Be loved till I breathe ”
Perhaps she chose the later…
I whispered to myself,
“I never loved you nor I do ”
the biggest lie I had ever told to myself.
And I am ,still ,waiting for her
with every beat of my broken heart
And even beyond the great judgement day…..